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araby wrote:Jay wrote:Just keep it real though. If you're really in turmoil but you're putting up this huge front and ignoring it then you're just hurting yourself.
I'm trying not to hurt myself with everything I have, with every bit of strength and love I have for myself, and sometimes it doesn't work and I don't know why but that's when it sucks. the crying sucks. my eyes are swollen. my heart hurts. I dont' know if it's healthier to try not to cry or to just let it all out. I dont' know if I start crying if it will get better or worse. I don't know if when I lay down to sleep that I can go to sleep without having a bad dream so today I had to think of baby animals in order to go to sleep.
then I woke up, saw scott next to me staring at me and I smiled. he said "it's good to see you smile" and then I smiled bigger. when I got out of bed after that though I was sad again. I can't stop crying and am wondering if I should take the antidepressants I have.
Zanchief wrote:Harrison wrote:I'm not dead
Fucker never listens to me. That's it, I'm an atheist.
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