ever go through something that you thought might be the biggest thing you've ever dealt with in your life and then afterward you seem to have almost forgotten how intense it was and to try to remember feels embarrassing because you wonder if everyone over reacted or if perhaps your perception was completely different than that of every other person involved?
that's how I feel about it. not to mention, am struggling with whether or not to admit myself to the 4th floor of st. frances hospital-and I can't figure out which one it is. if I'm crazy, or not.