how to begin..
background i guess. i work at a machine shop, it contains machines that widdle and do crazy stuff(s) to metal. mainly aerospace type stuff. i work down at the bottom of the food chain. i cut the raw metal bars into varied lengths and get them all ready for the machines to have there way with them.
today at work i was having difficulty with a particular bit of material i had to cut, involving some alluminium tubes. i asked a co-worker who has alot more experience than me to lead me in the right direction.
he changes this, alters that, adjusts that thing over there. till finally we are ready to see how its gonna turn out..
we normally use coolant on the blades we use for cutting to .. well to keep them cool, but we did not on this.. for reasons that are rather useless to get into .. anyway instead of coolant he gets this wax type stuff that we sometimes use on other types of saws.. basically picture a paper towel tube filled up with some vaseline looking stuff... a bit thicker though.
so we turn mr saw on, to check speed n all that.. and so he can apply the wax stuff to the blade. he then tells me to go over and turn the speed up on the blade... so i go over to the side of the saw and start turning the annoying wheel endlessly clockwise.
by this time dude is putting that wax stuff on.. then (this is speculated, since no one actually saw what happened) somehow the tube of wax got stuck in saw blade, jerking it around in another direction and thusly cutting off the guys thumb.. im not sure which thumb.. im not sure how much of it was cut off. but none the less dude made a mad dash for the bathroom.
at first i thought he just mildly cut himself, he said "medic" before he disappeared into the bathroom, but in a not at all serious way.. i could have sworn he was 1/2 laughing too, this could have been from shock though i suppose. a moment or 3 later he comes out and seriously said "i need a medic!!"
so yea, ambulance comes, takes him away.. me and maintenence guy clean the saw off, and the trail of blood leading to the bathroom. for some odd reason i was hoping the bathroom would be horrifically drenched in blood, i really dont know why, i guess for shock value. but alas there was just a bit here and a bit there.
anyway the point of sharing this information is that now.. i feel like its my fault this happened, had i not asked him for help, someone else.. maybe they would have had other ideas.. maybe it wouldnt have happened. i know it was an accident and more his fault than anyone elses, but i really cant help but feeling like im to blame.
if the situation was reversed.. and i was the one probably still in the hospital right now, would i be wondering the same thing.. was it my fault? was it the dudes fault who asked me for help. if he didnt ask me for help, i wouldnt be sitting here right now. etc.
i guess i'll find out in a few days if they saved the thumb.. no one even a clear answer on if it was completely severed.. or just mostly.
excuse any typos and other grammar like errors, .. in a rather odd mood ><