by Arlos » Sun Jun 11, 2006 2:40 am
Well, much of the creation story in the Bible just says "God did this" and "God did that", but there's very little mention of any kind of "how". We both know that the Bible does use allegory and parables in order to convey specific teachings and messages; I mean, when Jesus told the story of the Prodigal Son, he wasn't relating actual events, he was telling a story to convey a message, correct? My parents (among many others) believe that much of Genesis is allegory. They believe the message, the God created everything, that he gave life to Humanity and so on to be absolute truth, but that He left out the details of HOW he did it, because He wanted us to work on figuring that out on our own.
Such belief about the allegorical nature of Genesis is not unique to Christianity, by the way. In one of the religious threads we had recently in one of the other forums Ganzo, who's knowledge of the old testament I know you respect, stated he believes Genesis to be allegorical as well.
As for human beings coming from Dirt, in a way there is a literal scientific truth to that. Have you ever heard of something called a Stromatolite? What a Stromatolite is, is the rock-like leftover from a huge colony of a type of tiny microscopic organism called a Cyanobacteria. Now, based on Scientific evidence, types of Cyanobacteria were among the very very earliest forms of life to appear on the Earth, and they formed those Stromatolites. We can find those rocklike structures in parts of Australia that are several billion years old. According to evolutionary theory, almost everything alive today can trace its ancestry back to those primitive cyanobacteria. So, in effect, human beings can trace their lineage back to an organism that effectively made part of the earth... ie, dirt.
Now, I have thought of another analogy to try and explain how gorillas and humans can share a common ancestor, yet be completely different.
Lets imagine there is a woman, and I'll just pick a name at random for her (name is unimportant, just need to keep track of it), call her Claire. Now, lets say that Claire had triplets, 3 daughters who all looked exactly alike: Cathy, Tracy and Amy. (again, names aren't important). Now, imagine that Cathy marries a black man, Tracy marries a white guy, and Amy marries a chinese guy. With me so far?
OK, now, lets say that from each one of those marriages, they produce at least 1 daughter. Let us also say that each of those daughters marries a man who's the same ethnicity as her father. So, Cathy's daughter marries a black guy, Tracy's daughter marries a white guy, and Amy's daughter marries a Chinese guy. Now, imagine that this happens again and again for several generations, so that Cathy's daughter has a daughter who marries a black guy, and they have a daughter who marries a black guy, and so on, and the same for all 3 other family lines, so that people who are Cathy's descendants only marry black guys, Tracy's descendants only marry white guys, and Cathy's descendants only marry Chinese guys.
Now, by the time you carried that on for 10 generations or so, Cathy's great * 10 Grandaughter will look and be VERY VERY different from Tracy's great * 10 Grandaughter or Amy's great * 10 grandaughter, correct? Well, even though each of those 3 are now 10 generations removed from Amy, Cathy and Tracy, they're still related to them, and thus still related to the original mother of the family, Claire, correct?
You can look at collective mutation as a very similar but much slower process. Gorillas and Humans can trace our ancestry back up to 2 creatures that may have looked the same as each other (just like, say, Amy and Cathy from my story did), were not necessarily related, just part of the same species, and who each had children that were different from each other, because each mom passed on a different change to their children. Now, change by mutation is going to be MUCH slower than the changes like happen in my example, so to reach the point where the great-great-great-<continue about 50,000 more greats>-grandchildren are so different that they cannot have children with each other, and have a great deal of different charictaristics takes millions of years.
That help it make a bit more sense to you?
As for me and turning away from Christianity... Well, that's something of a complex question. To be honest, despite going through all of the catholic equivalent to sunday school because my parents wanted me to, and even getting to and going to the point of Confirmation, I never really believed, and it just didn't interest me. On top of that, I had a great deal of philosophical issues with the dogmatic stances of the institutional church as a whole. There were numbers of things that the Church said I should believe, and yet I did not. (ban on birth control, among other things.) I also did not like the emphasis on orthodoxy and dogma, it seemed to me like Catholicism, and indeed, every other christian organization, wanted you to accept what they were telling you at face value; active investigation of the whys and wherefores was discouraged.
Now, I've always been cursed with way too much curiosity for my own good, to be honest. On just about any subject I want to know HOW and WHY. In large part, that's why I gravitated so strongly to Science in general, because that's what Science at its most basic level is: looking at the world and universe around us, and answering those fundamental questions. "Why is the sky blue?" "Why do we not go flying off the planet if it's spinning?" "How did the Sun come into being?" "Why do earthquakes happen?" etc. etc. etc. So, beyond Science, when it came to belief and faith, that same curiosity applied. I wanted answers, and I didn't want repeated platitudes, I wanted to understand and find answers I could believe and accept. When Christianity could not supply them, and when I reached adulthood and my parents could no longer force me to continue going to the church I did not believe in, I stopped.
For many years I was an agnostic, and didn't worry about it. Wiccanism had always intrigued me on an intellectual level, though, in large part because of the connections it has, albeit tenuous, to a simpler time for mankind, when we were much more aware of humanity's inter-connectedness with nature and the rest of the world. Such awareness is something many or even most modern people seem to have lost, and my awareness of it is one of the major driving forces behind my rather rabid environmentalism.
Ultimately, once I was back here in Silicon Valley after I left college the first time, I had a friend and co-worker who was wiccan, and I had some long discussions with him about it. (I asked him, he in no way prosletyzed). He recommended some basic books that I might want to look into, so off to the bookstore I went, and started reading. What amazed me at the time is how much so many of the beliefs I had come to independently matched with some of the more general tenets of Wiccanism as a whole. Furthermore, I found that it seemed that in general, the only dogma to the faith is that there IS no dogma; it accepts and even celebrates that everyone is different, and everyone is going to come up with their own unique answers to those questions I had wrestled with, and that the important thing is that each person finds answers that work for THEM, not that they all have to have the SAME answer, which is what Christianity tries to preach, in my experience.
I don't know if that really explains anything to you or not. It's not science that lead me away in any way, it's the same hunger to *KNOW* that lead me TO science. I was, I admit, a pretty precocious kid. I was actually reading before I was 2 years old, and my parents didn't teach me, I taught myself. By the time I was 3 I had read my first book cover to cover, and by the time I was about 4 and a half, after seeing Disney's version of The Jungle Book and Riki Tiki Tavi, I had read both volumes of my parent's copies of assembled works of Rudyard Kipling. (not a kid's version, either, the standard unabriged adult versions, each several hundred pages long). I may be vastly more jaded and cynical now than I was as a kid, but I've never lost that burning need to know and to figure out and to understand. Again, it probably makes no sense to anyone but me, but there you have it.
-Arlos