I’ll start this post with a question: what makes you a fan of your chosen team? Is it simply proximity, the uniforms, the players?
I’ve been a Bills fan for many years, but lately I have noticed that I have been losing more than just my faith that they’ll eventually get lucky and win a game. Quite frankly I don’t care what people on the Intraweb think of me, so I’ll come out and say that I actually felt a “magic,” or rather a “connection” with the Bills of the early 90’s. I referred to them as “we,” as in “we won last Sunday…” But, I am now catching myself referring to them as just that… “they.” “They lost again…”
I suppose it’s hard to foster any support for a group of people who don’t seem to care, nor are putting up much of an effort. And, it seems that pretty much describes the Bills of today, and of the past several years, pretty well. A completely different crop of people, with completely different motivations.
It’s not a matter of losing records, but something else I can’t quite put my finger on. I guess that on some scale, when the Bills of the late 80’s and early 90’s finally dwindled away from retirements and free agency, my fandom started to wilt. Perhaps I was simply more of a Kelly, Smith, Reed, and Thomas fan than actual Buffalo Bills uniform fan.
My friends and coworkers have been pushing me to support the Falcons, and thus I’ve noticed they seem to be more fans of their particular team due to proximity (A-town is all of 4 hours away).
They’re [the Bills] are off to yet another fine start of 0-4, and I’m losing more and more interest in seeing them play. I think that in some respect if they actually seemed like they cared, or even tried, I could over look the loses, but that’s not the case and anyone who’s seen a Bills game this year knows what I’m talking about. Drew “the statue” Bledsoe has the mobility of a geriatric paraplegic and the throwing accuracy of Corky [see the 1990’s television drama “Life Goes On” for reference], and despite this he manages to get started each and every weekend. It seems that the over all moral of the team is equivalent to that of a man who’s been recently laid-off from his job and just found out his wife has been gangbanging his poker buddies every Wednesday afternoon (no wonder they never invited him to go to lunch with them on Wednesdays).
I honestly don’t know why I’ve been losing my fandom and support for the Bills… Maybe it’s time to embrace a new team. And, before I’m called a ban wagoner, let me just say that I don’t really care if they’re 0-4 or 4-0, it’s not an issue of wins or loses. I was *there* when they lost 4 Super Bowls in a row... I was a fan even though the rest of the country couldn't get past calling them losers (while their team either never made it to the play-offs, or lost IN the play-offs).