Update/rant

[Gaazy]

Kinda like what KILL said, my brother has a herneate disk in his back and nerves are fucked up, so one of his legs goes numb randomly and he has jolts of pain at random places. Maybe thats what it is?

[Harrison]

I'll definitely bring that up on my next appointment/E.R. visit.

As far as "stop being a pussy and go to work" goes...

I put it off for a month before I even decided to say anything to anyone. I always do this to myself because of what others will think. I am fucking sick and tired of people thinking I'm making an elephant of a mouse.

I work with dangerous equipment and in a dangerous environment. If I fuck up or am not paying attention to what I am doing, I can hurt/kill myself or those around me. I can NOT pay full attention to what I am doing the way I am now. I don't give a fuck what anyone says. If I believe I can't work safely, I won't do it.

I don't enjoy being broke. I don't enjoy sitting home for weeks never leaving the house except for emergencies or appointments.

[Tossica]

If you can't do your current job, find a job you can do.

[Narrock]

Harrison, try taking digestive enzymes.