There's a big difference between the sensation that comes from a blowjob and the sensation that comes from sex while wearing a condom. Especially if you're used to not using a condom or to blowjobs.
I didn't ruin a joke. It wasn't funny so it's impossible for me to ruin it. Gay people don't realize they're gay until after they've had sex one way or the other? I'm not gay and I can't agree with that, but it's an interesting perspective coming from a straight person.
Inside each person lives two wolves. One is loyal, kind, respectful, humble and open to the mystery of life. The other is greedy, jealous, hateful, afraid and blind to the wonders of life. They are in battle for your spirit. The one who wins is the one you feed.