So one chapter of my life is closing and a new is soon to be starting!
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- kinghooter00
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The sad part for me was that my ex kept insisting that we were on a "break" and that he wasn't seeing other people or being intimate with anyone. While this has the possibility of being true, I never really believed it, therefore I was miserable (as you all know) for five months, completely confused as to what I should be doing. Do I move on...let someone else pay attention to me...or do I just hold out? It was terrible really, because I took a lot of pride in the fact that I never cheated on him. So, if I did allow someone else to pay attention to me, I thought I would feel guilty.
My dilemma was with myself and I didn't want to feel guilty, but I didn't want to be a fool, either. How does someone know something like that??
I finally allowed myself to be "free" recently and yes..it is a good feeling.
My dilemma was with myself and I didn't want to feel guilty, but I didn't want to be a fool, either. How does someone know something like that??
I finally allowed myself to be "free" recently and yes..it is a good feeling.

Yeah I know how you feel. She kept telling me shit like "Maybe this will be good for us" and "you never know what's going to happen."
Bah it was all bullshit, she wanted out and was too much of a pussy to say so. I have no problem with someone wanting to move on and not be in the relationship anymore but have the spine to admit it not only to yourself but to your partner.
Bah it was all bullshit, she wanted out and was too much of a pussy to say so. I have no problem with someone wanting to move on and not be in the relationship anymore but have the spine to admit it not only to yourself but to your partner.
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runamonk/Braeleen/Vaelie/Zennish
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I was watching TV a little bit ago and i something in a movie reminded me of something i figured id share here to rant~
The thing about breakin up that you hear a lot of that i HATE the most is when people go "IF you break up with me, ill kill myself!" to try and keep that someone. When someone says something like, to me they are one of the most fucking worthless people on this planet to use an issue like that as a chip.
This guy I used to live with is still dating this girl he has been with for about 4 years and in just the time i lived with him i heard her say this a dozen times. I dont know if thats why he stays with her,, but godamn, we gave up years ago trying to get him to get some new pussy. I mean this girl is a fucking CRAZY cunt. If it would have been me, I would have given her a gun and said "lets see your balls".
To show you how much of a cunt she is, ill give this example that she has said a *few* times now. First of all, Kris is a black dude. Hands down, one of THE coolest cats you would ever meet. This girl who supposedly loves him more than anything (whos white), has looked him in the eye and called him a nigger. And I quote from one of the times he told her to gtfo, "You're nothin but a nigger". After she's said that to him numerous times, he still stays with her. Why, the world may never know. He's the farthest cry from one you could ever imagine heh
Anyways, back to the original topic, im glad I have never had a girl tell me that shit, because i would probably end up being stupid and pushing her over the edge with my smart ass remarks. Anyone else ever dated a crazy bitch that said anything like that?
The thing about breakin up that you hear a lot of that i HATE the most is when people go "IF you break up with me, ill kill myself!" to try and keep that someone. When someone says something like, to me they are one of the most fucking worthless people on this planet to use an issue like that as a chip.
This guy I used to live with is still dating this girl he has been with for about 4 years and in just the time i lived with him i heard her say this a dozen times. I dont know if thats why he stays with her,, but godamn, we gave up years ago trying to get him to get some new pussy. I mean this girl is a fucking CRAZY cunt. If it would have been me, I would have given her a gun and said "lets see your balls".
To show you how much of a cunt she is, ill give this example that she has said a *few* times now. First of all, Kris is a black dude. Hands down, one of THE coolest cats you would ever meet. This girl who supposedly loves him more than anything (whos white), has looked him in the eye and called him a nigger. And I quote from one of the times he told her to gtfo, "You're nothin but a nigger". After she's said that to him numerous times, he still stays with her. Why, the world may never know. He's the farthest cry from one you could ever imagine heh
Anyways, back to the original topic, im glad I have never had a girl tell me that shit, because i would probably end up being stupid and pushing her over the edge with my smart ass remarks. Anyone else ever dated a crazy bitch that said anything like that?
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araby
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that's a very good point. (not gaazy but runamonk) That is exactly what I did, too. I wanted to leave-because I knew he cheated on me and instead of leaving, instead of saying "fuck you asshole" I believed him when he said he didn't (wtf??) and later started taking adderal which basically put my mind on a continuum of thought and allowed me to stop thinking about how bad that felt.
until-I'd lie down at night or try to calm down at the end of the day and it'd all come back to me. plus, haha, it would occur to me that I was taking drugs and get depressed about that, too. ugh.
finally, after staring at the suitcases for weeks I found a way to get the fuck out and I left. sadly, when I realized he was spending time with someone else (which was the very next day) I allowed myself to be jealous.
ever since that day, it's been groundhog day for me.
recently he and I hung out again-and it only took about one hour to help me remember what exactly the hell I ran away from. It's really scary when I think about the cloud my brain was in.
until-I'd lie down at night or try to calm down at the end of the day and it'd all come back to me. plus, haha, it would occur to me that I was taking drugs and get depressed about that, too. ugh.
finally, after staring at the suitcases for weeks I found a way to get the fuck out and I left. sadly, when I realized he was spending time with someone else (which was the very next day) I allowed myself to be jealous.
ever since that day, it's been groundhog day for me.
recently he and I hung out again-and it only took about one hour to help me remember what exactly the hell I ran away from. It's really scary when I think about the cloud my brain was in.
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Gaazy wrote:I was watching TV a little bit ago and i something in a movie reminded me of something i figured id share here to rant~
The thing about breakin up that you hear a lot of that i HATE the most is when people go "IF you break up with me, ill kill myself!" to try and keep that someone. When someone says something like, to me they are one of the most fucking worthless people on this planet to use an issue like that as a chip.
This guy I used to live with is still dating this girl he has been with for about 4 years and in just the time i lived with him i heard her say this a dozen times. I dont know if thats why he stays with her,, but godamn, we gave up years ago trying to get him to get some new pussy. I mean this girl is a fucking CRAZY cunt. If it would have been me, I would have given her a gun and said "lets see your balls".
To show you how much of a cunt she is, ill give this example that she has said a *few* times now. First of all, Kris is a black dude. Hands down, one of THE coolest cats you would ever meet. This girl who supposedly loves him more than anything (whos white), has looked him in the eye and called him a nigger. And I quote from one of the times he told her to gtfo, "You're nothin but a nigger". After she's said that to him numerous times, he still stays with her. Why, the world may never know. He's the farthest cry from one you could ever imagine heh
Anyways, back to the original topic, im glad I have never had a girl tell me that shit, because i would probably end up being stupid and pushing her over the edge with my smart ass remarks. Anyone else ever dated a crazy bitch that said anything like that?
Yes.
I broke up with her.
and now she is dead.
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10sun wrote:Gaazy wrote:I was watching TV a little bit ago and i something in a movie reminded me of something i figured id share here to rant~
The thing about breakin up that you hear a lot of that i HATE the most is when people go "IF you break up with me, ill kill myself!" to try and keep that someone. When someone says something like, to me they are one of the most fucking worthless people on this planet to use an issue like that as a chip.
This guy I used to live with is still dating this girl he has been with for about 4 years and in just the time i lived with him i heard her say this a dozen times. I dont know if thats why he stays with her,, but godamn, we gave up years ago trying to get him to get some new pussy. I mean this girl is a fucking CRAZY cunt. If it would have been me, I would have given her a gun and said "lets see your balls".
To show you how much of a cunt she is, ill give this example that she has said a *few* times now. First of all, Kris is a black dude. Hands down, one of THE coolest cats you would ever meet. This girl who supposedly loves him more than anything (whos white), has looked him in the eye and called him a nigger. And I quote from one of the times he told her to gtfo, "You're nothin but a nigger". After she's said that to him numerous times, he still stays with her. Why, the world may never know. He's the farthest cry from one you could ever imagine heh
Anyways, back to the original topic, im glad I have never had a girl tell me that shit, because i would probably end up being stupid and pushing her over the edge with my smart ass remarks. Anyone else ever dated a crazy bitch that said anything like that?
Yes.
I broke up with her.
and now she is dead.
I was going to say..this happened to Adam.






Anyone got a giant set of pliers and a torch to remove my foot from my mouth?