Fuck all this shit harri. Try to keep your self out of trouble (no killing yourself or bashing people upside the head with your revolver , tire iron,brick or whatever is handy) You can be as mad as you want as hurt as you want and as frustrated as you want but youll pull through it becuase everyone does. You dont want to throw your life away and catch a case over someone you think is the biggest peice of shit on the planet do you ?
DOnt think your the only one who allways gets shit either dude your not alone in that. I beleive were about the same age and Ive allready gone to both of my parents funeral. I live in the worst state in the country, I couldnt join the marine core becuase I have athasma , and Ive had my house robbed a bajillion times.
I Know how you feel when it feels like you just stand there and take shit from the world all day and its enough to make you wanna die. But with the good there are things to enjoy like magic and SMOKING BONGS.