Harrison wrote:Sometimes, usually right before I go to bed, I feel bad for some of the evil shit I say to people even if they deserve it.
I wake up and that momentary weakness has subsided. Does this happen to you guys? Like you're nicer when you're tired/about to go to sleep?
Yeah I know what you mean. You know how people say "x is really a nice person deep down". I think that awake you is that jerk, and the tired you is what's deep down.
leah wrote:i am forever grateful to my gym teacher for drilling that skill into me during drivers' ed
leah wrote:isn't the only difference the length? i feel like it would take too long to smoke something that long, ha.
Yeah, but I'm only a jerk to people that actually deserve it. I don't have the capacity to be mean to people anymore.
I even feel bad for the shit I've said about my ex, and she certainly deserves much worse than anything I can merely *say*.
I think I'm just growing soft.
But I'll still crush the windpipe of the fat fuck she left me for...I'm growing a bit tired of catching whispers of his shit-talking through circles of friends.
How do you like this spoiler, motherfucker? -Lyion
you make yourself sound like God with the ability to know who deserves what...
it's called guilt, and it's a waste of time. keep moving, I don't remember what Jay said in this thread and if he hadn't said anything, I probably wouldn't ever remember. unless I went back and read it. which I still haven't =)
Hey I'm just sayin. I pass judgment on people and I don't claim that I don't or blast people that do. I think that it's an automatic reaction. Or maybe I'm misinterpreting what you're saying and what you actually mean is that passing judgment on a person is a waste of time that you enjoy indulging in. Who knows?
And if it's all the same to you I do derive some self worth from the BMW as well as anything in my life that I worked my ass off to earn, both material and not. I think of myself very highly considering all the things that I can derive self worth from.
leah wrote:i am forever grateful to my gym teacher for drilling that skill into me during drivers' ed
leah wrote:isn't the only difference the length? i feel like it would take too long to smoke something that long, ha.